it might just all be a facade

Thursday, August 09, 2007;

♥ 8/09/2007 01:05:00 AM

It's the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
To show no emitions when you start to cry
It's the hardest thing i'll ever have to lie
To turn around and walk away pretending i don't love you>>

Friday and Saturday was totally love. <3>
Friday, i cabbed down to fairfield from jj. There was Founder's Day Service.
It feels so so nice to be back i the same ol' Chen Su Lan hall, with your familiar looking friends standing around you. And what youre doing is exactly what you'd done for a decade, singing praises and worshipping. Im not a Christian, but still i love it when the whole hall starts to sing praises. (: What i love more was being able to be back in the same ol' Chen Su Lan hall, and your friends and you busy chattering away.
Saturday, i met up with hafiz in the morning! My, it has been a great ten million years since i last saw you! :D And vincent ps-ed us. ): Pfft! We went back to pj, and on the way i was drowning hafiz with all my lame jokes. :D And we were practically laughing the moment we stepped into the bus interchange, to the moment we met wanting. So, we were feeling really awkward and decided to stand outside pjc and wait for wanting to bring us in, since she's in pj uniform. (: And the next thing i know, we were back in the familiar environment, with a few familiar people around.

Saturday afternoon, i went shopping with my mum to prepare me for my trip. Oh, im so dreading it. ):

Saturday evening, yy came over to my place. And we both went to fairfield for FDD. Most people were in black and white. Fairfield went broadway. (: Okay, to sum the whole night up: the company's great, the food suck. FDD08, im coming for you!
Y'know, Fairfield gave us the bestest memories that anyone could ask for. It gave me the sweetest memories to treasure, the impt lessons to learn from, and of course, the bestest friends on earth to keep in contact with. Even though i graduate from Fairfield already, but well, im still a ten yr old fairsian! (: Fairfield, you left with me one of the most impt things in life, and you'll always be a part of me. <33>

Today, we had national day celebration in school. It started with the class having only 10 ppl, and huiyee kokyao desmond and i laughin thru assembly. Huili huiyee and i started singing along to the national day songs which were being played in the hall. And then, we had cotton candy! <3> Next, we went down to the canteen,and celebrated benja's and aaron's bday. (: We had cake fight! Then, the fairfield guys and i went IMM for lunch, with my hair stained with chocolate. Eewk. And, Zhihao's really really hiliarious. xp

Pictures!
Founder's Day Service

Founder's Day Dinner

PJC Open Hse

Ben's and Aaron's bday celebration

Btw, have i ever mention or complain to you bout the upcoming trip that i'll be going? Goodness gracious, IM REALLY REALLY REALLY DREADING IT. ): SOBS.

i know i wont forget you;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.